this time, it's different

2010-04-14T21:15:00.004+08:00

oh my god, i'm feeling very worn out from work. it's my second off day(and 2nd off day since my first day of work last week!) but i still feel tired. i'm so looking forward for my full weekend off this week. my schedule was crazy since the past week and i've been working like a mad dog! glad that i have a sweet boyfriend who fetched me every night since my first day of work. best kan. save my ezlink plus, i reached home way earlier. thank you muhammad farhan.

unfortunately, he met with an accident recently and just had his leg operated last night. so i have to be an independant girlfriend for a few weeks. get well soon darling, see you soon!

andddddddd, back to work tomorrow. full shift somemore. sien aahhhhhh!

just a short one

2010-04-08T12:25:00.006+08:00

oh my! i've abandoned my blog for almost a month now. someone fine me please!

there's too many things happenning in a short time and maybe, just maybe, that's the reason why i didn't blog much. i'm very active in facebook and i update everything in there. it's fast and easy. hehe.

aniway, this month will be a very tiring but fruitful month cause like finally, after 8 whole months of rotting at home, i got myself a job. it'll be tiring cause it's a long hour work but fruitful by the end of the month! money money money, come to mama baby! hahaha. it's something that i enjoy doing and can see myself settle down in a few years to come. i was offered a job in Esprit at Tampines 1. first time oi keje dekat giler dengan rumah. it actually took me 15 minutes to reach work. there's no rush, no squeezing with people. just a relaxing journey. hahaha. and thanks to bf for sacrifising his rest/sleep just to fetch me from work since the first day i started. mind you, i end work very late okay. i love you bubu.

everyone is happy that i am employed. my mum and bf kept reminding me to start on my savings and be much more wiser in financial issues. i'll be turning 21 years old soon and all that is important to me, for a better future. well, i hope i can control my temptations to spend and finally kick that bad habit of buying unneccessary things or buy something but end up not using it. haiz. the older you get, the more responsibilities you have. agree? but everyone have to go through it and deal with it. it's life lah kan.

alrite, i have to deal with my life now. blog again soon. tcau babies.

2010-03-10T12:45:00.015+08:00

i had a damn good sleep last night, i did'nt even hear my phone ringing when the bf called/sms. i guess cause it's raining plus i had my air-conditioner swtiched on till morning. i was freezing like mad and all those people who came in and out of the room did'nt notice that. how cruel! help me to switch it off the next time u see me all wrapped up in my blanket! pffft! i had to go wee-wee and then went back to sleep beside baby Ray in mummy's room. aniways, i got all the pictures i need for the previous entry. so here goes ~

a lil' bit of backtrack to;
28/02/10

to these two forever-lovebirds,

Selamat Bertunang!
I love you Farahlizah Bte Rosli aka fat girl!
that is all from her to him.
him to her.

i loveeeeeee her room decoration. especially the butterflies on the curtains! it looked much more nicer in reality than those pictures above cause it looked too bright here.

okay, that's about it. too lazy to elaborate in details and too tired to upload the rest of the pictures. my eyes can go haywire if i put up all. congratulations again to my cousin, be happy always (i know u will, u're always happy)! and the weather that day eh, panas eh. everyone was fan-ing themselves and tried to stay as near as the fan as they can. very stuffy, cannot tahan!

bf and myself went off earlier then the rest. sent sister Ina home, sent the siblings home, changed out of the uncomfortable outfit and we went off to Grandlink to sing our hearts out for three cold hours, puas hati ah!. it's our 10th. i love you bubu! :)

hp camera quality sucks big time, benci i!

last two days, which was on monday, sister Lia decided to bring baby Ray out for swimming at Baby Spa located at Plaza Singapua. it was great and lil' Ray enjoyed it to the fullest. he kept kicking, turning and smiling throughout the 20 minutes session. well, he's only 42 days old, so he's only allowed 15 minutes to play. but since he was so active, they let him play for another 5 minutes.

Ray is one brave little boy and he weighs almost 5kg now! he grow so fast, i'm excited. now his mummy is deciding to buy one swimming tub for him to play at home. how cute! hahaha. after the baby spa, we head over to The Manhattan for our late lunch. very nice ambience and the food was....well..i would say, okay². it was our first time dining in there and the menu was similar to Fish & Co's.

see baby Ray asleep in the car, all tired out. i purchased two rompers for him last week. hope that it would reach my doorstep this week. it's so adorable and i can't wait to put it on Ray.

okay, my fingers need their rest now. tcau babies.

2010-03-03T11:42:00.005+08:00

i'm sweating like a pig despite having the fan on full blast right in my face. the weather's been really mean these few days, irritating! but it feels good when the sun is shinning on my laundry when i hang them out to dry. hehe!

and macam biase jugak, i wanted to post a decent entry but i totally forgot that i don't have the pictures that i want. so i'll have to delay again lah okay! sorry banyak²! cause all i could think about was to put up pictures of me and my new hair! hahahahahahaha. excited much? i have been so forgetful these few days, i even forgot where i last kept my hair clip twice yesterday. my mum pon got irritated. nyeh heh!

last night, i received an sms stating that a receptionist position at a Spa i applied has been taken up and they would like to offer me a therapist position. mind you, bukan beauty therapist or what ah, it's where i'll be massaging someone's body ok. i don't know why, i feel disgusted. i, myself hates getting/doing massaging. but the pay is $1.6K. i turned down the offer lah of course. told the boyfriend and he still can ask why i rejected the position. hello mister, i don't want to be touching people's body. kalau kene yang sticky² nye how? eeeeee. den kalau kene urut pakcik² gatal how? hahahaha.

sidetrack, baby's been behaving/sleeping peacefully today. usually he will be awake by now and wants to play. he'll be screaming for attention every now and then. attention seeker, dah pandai. i think he's building up his character now that he's reaching almost 40 days old. very playful, he likes to jump on people's lap and he got a pair of strong legs. grow up to be a famous soccer player ok baby?

see lah, now i'm bored and don't know nak update ape lagi. purpose was to update about other things, but lain yang kluar. heh heh.

2010-02-26T13:01:00.004+08:00

baby Ray is one month old today and his behaviour have been changing constantly....all so adorable!

i love you baby!

2010-02-20T15:19:00.017+08:00

a full entry(hopefully!) this time with less words, more pictures!

let's backtrack to 14 February, CNY and Valentine's Day.
after much hesitation, boyfriend and me went to JB since most shopping malls will be closed on this day. we drove over to Jusco, had dinner and decided to catch a movie. surprisingly most stores are open and more surprising, there's chinese workers too. too hardworking, i guess? or issit when you're older, you don't feel the vibe of these special celebration anymore, so you prefer to work? just like how i felt during last year's hari raya. takde feeling lansong. aniways, just a simple day there since that he wants to top up the car petrol too.

happy chinese new year and show lots of love for valentine's day! hahah, k lambat, dah basi.

16 February
the siblings planned to have lunch at Swensens to celebrate brother-in-law's advanced birthday. we went to Changi Airport Terminal 2 and sheesh(!!), nani, boyfriend and me got lost at the carpark! hahahahaha! very funny and very very irritating. and the Chendol and Nutty Mighty for dessert is very heavenly lah!

must dine in there more often. and the Swensen's Combo, mcm syiok gitu. but boyfriend and me ordered Baked Spaghetti Meatball. so we end up attacking nani's plate. heh heh!

luckily boyfriend and myself shared our meal and dessert. cause we're going to have a big dinner at Sakura with his friends, celebrating Is's 26th birthday. but still i was too full and my stomach's capacity has reached it's maximum load! nevertheless, the dinner was splendid, food came to our table non-stop. so little space, too much food. and the guys took turns to discharge toxic immediately. hahah! then we made a move to Grandlink to sing our hearts out. at 3am, parted with some of them and we hangout at a voideck till morning. happy birthday Is!

and the next day, we............

to be continued...

*giggles*

2010-02-19T19:10:00.005+08:00

woah, the second entry of the month. i wonder what i have been up to. eheheh! been up to alot lately lah of course. interviews after interviews, birthday celebrations, love after love and more!

baby Ray was admitted in the hospital, the second day today. he had high fever and my brother decided to rush him to the hospital at 3 in the morning. he would be back home next week. i missed him already, the house is so quiet without him. and i woke up feeling happy and was smiling when i saw the picture my sister mms-ed me.

sis marlia: "Lil Ray saying hello from KK Resort..." hahah, k that's funny ah.

he's doing fine now temperature has dropped and waiting for his brain test result. he looked better, im so glad. i can't wait to visit him and of course, can't wait for him to come home! i miss his smell....his baby smell! hehehe

actually i have a lot to update, especially pictures. i have tonnes of it, from valentine's day to brother's birthday to big dinner at Sakura, Is's birthday and more. but i think i'll delay it since the camera is not with me now and i can't upload the full pictures. tak best kan update gambar stengah jalan. so be patient ok! see you all next time!

xoxo

2010-02-02T20:43:00.008+08:00

i've been too busy helping babysit our new member of the family, baby Rayyan. he was born on 26 January 2010 and he was discharged three days later. i was feeling really excited! so on friday, my brother-in-law, mummy and my brother woke up early in the morning and we went over to KK Hospital to fetch baby Rayyan home. i have to admit that taking care of a baby is extremely tiring. i thought it was the easiest thing in the world but guess i was proved wrong. plus, Rayyan is such a naughty baby. he won't stop kicking and kept pulling his baby gloves out of his hand. but all in all, he's so adorable!

i can't stop kissing him, especially with his baby smell on his soft baby skin. i love love him! oh how i wish i have my own baby. ehehehehehehehehehehehe! i guess i'll be looking forward to wake up early and be staying home/back early very often from now on. :)

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ok enough about the baby. nanee and i planned to go for a jog tomorrow. hopefully we WILL MAKE IT THIS TIME. we've been delaying it for quite some time now. boyfriend say we semangat lima minit je. which is very true. hahahaha! so nanee, motivate each other tomorrow!

and on the other note, boyfriend is going away to Bangkok from thursday to monday. wow! macam syiok gitu die takde pat sini. ehehehehehehe! but i'm gonna miss him for the four days. weekends ape criter ni this week? sedih bulu je. :( hmpf!

alrite, i'm gonna surf the net now. see ya!

2010-01-23T00:59:00.006+08:00

i hate going to town in my converse shoes. i always will get blisters even before half a day in it. this happens everytime i abandoned that pair of shoe for such a looooooooong time. but for today, i have no choice but to match my outfit with that shoe! sway habes! because of the pain i felt i become an irritating girlfriend today. sorry bubu, but still we had an enjoyable day on the DRZ. vroom vroom! hahah!

he sent me home quite early today as he has to work at 11pm. poor boy, always busy working and trying so hard to find the time to spend with me. now i can't wait for sunday. lovelove! :)

last wednesday, i went down to vivo city for an interview. but still haven't receive any calls from them. so upset. :( then met up with roy, had lunch and head down to arab st along with eza for sheesha. very kecoh and very fun. we should do it again someday okay lovelies? sayang you all!

more pictures available in my facebook! and i suddenly realise this is my only third post for this year? -.- thanks eh eza for reminding me. hahah.

okay, gonna hit the sack now, getting sleepy liow. good night babies.

2010-01-13T00:31:00.002+08:00

my tooth at the back of my mouth hurts so much. i guess my wisdom tooth is growing? i actually put my fingers in and felt a small portion of teeth like growing at the back and it's like hitting the tooth infront with a hammer. sakit lorrrrrrrr! haiz.

okay, first thing first, let's backtrack a lil bit. last sunday, boyfriend wanted me to accompany him to have his haircut and then meetup with Eza and Is at Changi Beach in the evening. well, as usual, things got screwed and we end up not going to the salon and not meeting the two gundus at the beach. Instead, boyfriend dropped by my house while waiting for me to get dressed, met the two gundus at my voideck and we drove to Woodlands, Sister Ina's place for dinner. very kecoh and very fun, cause my whole family was there. the rest then drove back home while we went to sengkang to meet Syed and Aty. i love my sunday!

the next day, was my first day of work. actually, to be more specific, i was only there for the trial. there was a group of us and they actually wanted us to see how's the environment and if we feel comfortable there. trial pon, not free okay, we were paid $6 per hour that day. and the boyfriend pon so sweet wanted to send me to the place. Toa Payoh you, not near. somemore he have to rush to Redhill for his ippt test and then back to work again at Loyang. so the work was okay, not until after lunch. i actually dozed off for a few seconds on my desk! with the aircon on full blast on top of my head, it felt too comfortable. but lucky i managed to remain cool. hahahahah! was supposed to end at 7pm but we were dismissed at 3.30pm cause the afternoon batch got no place to work. -_____-" boleh eh gitu.

boyfriend was supposed to fetch me but since i ended early, i went home myself. meet Nanee at a coffeeshop nearby home for dinner and then accompanied love to have his haircut. and i was so tired i actually went to bed very early. good girl. :)

i loveee his new hairstyle. so much neater.

it will be a brand new day after i wake up from my sleep. heheh. i'm gonna go for a job search again! i think i'll settle for retail line. i just can't get used to office jobs. anyone with job lobangs?

2010-01-08T15:13:00.000+08:00

howdy lovelies! i'm back again, with a new url, just for the fun of it. tahun baru, azam baru, segalenye baru. hahah, macam paham jer. so here i am, blogging once again. one just can't get away from blogging that long eh. regardless of how lazy you are or if you can't find the time, you'll still have the urge to blog. one clear example, ME. hahah.

friends, please relink me. thank you so much.

okay, i need my nap now, i'm so sleepy. and i can't wait to meet love tonight!

xoxo